hiLarious nIgHt

i remember those memories that fill inside my mind...
being a human being is hard..
why??
because you need to prove something on the expectations that they settle in their minds..
that's the reason why sometime i want t give up of living..
i just want them to accept what i can do and who am i...
but ut seems that they can't understand all those things that i'am doing..
honestly...
there were times that i'am some kinda jealous of others...
i don't know why...
but its not about the material thingy,,,
i just felt the jealous feeling but i don't why....
maybe its the way the relationship they have with their family..
or..
i was such a crazy person thinking that i'am jealous...
like now...
i don't know why am i typing this kind of blog...
....hehehehe....
...i'm a looser...


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